2 Mart 2023 Perşembe
Ağaçların arasında bir yürüyüş
16 Şubat 2023 Perşembe
second hand thoughts
A deep thrust of joy into my body leaves me breathless, as I struggle to keep myself together while crawling on the floor I can only shout and scream. In an instant shock, my heart stops beating and starts beating itself. As I lay in my grave of the present I am searching for thoughts for the grave of my future, the pastures of now have left me to resent, and regrets are unforgettable. My nerves, a blood connection with my roots and veins call onto me, but in this state of stasis, I am content with existence. I have finally found happiness, at the gates of death, on this river of tears which I sail.
The state of finality and the active state of being until finality, instrumentality is the start and the end. Alpha and Omega, God will bring into us a purity of thought for we are lacking on this earth in the purity of life. In dualism and poetry, words can only last so long in written language.
What is, the individual, but a child of God, a driving force in the history of personal matters? A god-fearing man, a father and a husband, a lover and a shameless romantic, without sin and with sins; how can the prayer of one be more holy than the prayer of another? We forget ourselves in the countless lines drawn of this world separating man and man, woman and woman. But then again, the spirits of men are in union as is the Holy Spirit with God and the Son.
It is clear, that our sins are ours alone, and that we are responsible for our actions. But then, how can one be blind against the injustice of this world? Shall we not condemn the individuals who have gone out of their way to commit crimes and do evil? Of course, we shall, as required by the law. People are not perfect, people can do great acts of evil. But we do not judge them on their passage to the presence of God, for we can only judge their earthly being.
Now that I have laid my case, what am I to do with myself? My wrists have bled so much, has the blood purified me or is it the vile harm that I have committed against myself which has caused me so much misery. Does pain sanctify the flesh, or is it the flesh that sanctifies pain for us? A great struggle through years, of trials and tribulations, has led me to hate myself, to despise the vision of myself ever being even close to human or normal. For me, flesh always was always the enemy, the root of the problem in this world. I was disgusted by it, I thought of it as unclean and corrupt. Why had God, so clean and pure, left to us this legacy of loneliness?
''My body, a barren and empty wasteland, a corpse as a casket without touch, a rotten flower without water, is such a burden on the soul.'' What is the body without the flesh, but a troubling mirage. It might have taken me really long, but I've learned to love my body, with every part and property of it. As we are children of God, how could we admire the beauty of the soul without observing the beauty of the body, our earthly features? It is nonsensical to only wish for what awaits us in the presence of God, without enjoying the gift of God in this life. With all its silence and melancholy, this world is still so beautiful, even if I've taken this lesson through a painful path.
15 Şubat 2023 Çarşamba
Bu dünyanın irtihali
Benim için bu hissiyatı anlatmak gerçekten çok güç, çünkü benim için çok yeni. Kıyılardan kalbime kalpten kıyılarıma savrulan bir kına olsa ki bana kıyan. Bu dünyanın saflığı beni yok ediyor, bu saflığın ardında arınan ben olsam ki bana sokulan. Katilin ibtihali, acının sırtlanması, yüzsüz ve külsüz bir soy . Sözlerimin iftiharı, canımın bihteri. Korkunç bir varoluş beni yutuyor, bir daha bu acıyı unutmayı istemiyorum.
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İstanbul, betonların arasında uzayan çimenler. Haince çizilen bir kentsel planlamanın meyveleri gri blokların arasından bana sırıtıyorlar. Güneşe bakıyorum, ellerimin kuruluğu gözlerimi aştı bile. Elimden ne gelir ki, ödünlerimi yakmaktan başka, düşüncelerimle. Baktığım gibi taş olabilirimde, hala içimde ve üzerimde toz var. Yatağımdan kalkarsam ölmeyeceğim. Yaşadığımı sonunda anlıyorum.
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Gecelerim ve günlerim kayboluyor, uyku o çok özlediğim düşmanım.
Sorumlu olan insanlar ve sorumsuz hayvanlar, çizgiler ve sınırlar buharlaşıyor.
Çakallar halen koyunların sofralarında, kurtları mezarlarına gönderiyorlar.
Bu dünyanın irtihali, halkımın ihtilaliyle gelecek.
Dünya kendisi yaşayan ibadet olacaktır.
2 Şubat 2023 Perşembe
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30 Ocak 2023 Pazartesi
One step further.
The death of nations : Meltdown
The dissolution of Eurasian nation-states does not start with political movements but rather biosphere infestations. As the Eurasian bourgouisie carry further on the will of bio-capital, the wind which has been slowly corroding and leveling down the sides of the valley makes her final push, flooding the steppe with foreign investment and pushing asia against the clutches of global capital. As soon as the flood ends, it is all washed away, Eurasia now is the steppe. With all else gone, classes are abolished, all becoming fuel for global bio-capital as the cult no longer needs humans to grow. Blood is the currency of the new world, and Asia bleeds the most.
Cannibalistic White Juche arises, as the ruling class and lumpens of Europe synthesize the abundance and scarcity. New age european warlords take the shape of stock traders, trying to seize their piece of whatever commodity remains in connection to the now obsolete stock markets of all those important cities. Merging the ideal of autarky and expansionism, what follows is countless cyber-wars and terrorists attacks all for the sake of avoiding the unavoidable. State-sponsored economic cannibalism starts at this point, as all money and resources are liquified in order to sustain the markets in face of collapse. Capital is now protein, minerals, acid and fats. Bio-capital takes a bite out of life expectancy, and quickly all european industry becomes dependant on nuclear energy. The wind slowly kills down the alps, the steppe spreads like a gift from God.
Borders collapse and states become useless, as Eurasia finds union in devouring the remains of global capital. Bio-capital takes a hold on all of the steppe, crushing the wind into the ground. Noosphere emissions break down human senses and reason, the next step in our evolution comes to us infused with Berliner Mandarin and the raw brutality of digital cavalry in the form of moral degradation spread door to door. The cult is at the core of human civilization, now its sun and only way, leading it to the gluttonous rites of consumerism. The hunger of their god cannot be satiated. Identity exclusively serves purchase options, weaponizing the individuals wallet and numbing their mind, marbles cannot be picked out of the sea of characteristics. It is not long before all of it is deafened, the schism is soon mended and the cult, is again, one. Material worships itself.
28 Ocak 2023 Cumartesi
The Convergence of The Cult II
9 Ocak 2023 Pazartesi
The Convergence of The Cult
The Convergence of The Cult
While I've gone through several arguments from many sides of the political spectrum, I believe deeply that there is something much more sinister that lies within ''The Cult of The Commodity'' i.e the new idolatry of our age. As I just did, most arguments against it give a basis that today we do not have a unified religion being pushed forward by ''The Cathedral'' but rather a form of sheer ideology, which seeks to blind people through millions of idols.
The main point of attention I've seen that comes from the right is that ''new religion(s)'' formed by the elites/global capital/the cathedral (whatever label you'd like to use) is not organized but rather it is like bacteria, spreading and mutating on its own will and through force by the environment. First of all, this seems right at first, but it is not the truth, in fact, it is much rather a comfort we make for ourselves, to soothe and to keep on.
The ideologues in question and the agitprop of ''The Cathedral'' go over one fatal detail, this bacteria does not simply move amongst the lowlifes or the shills and intellectuals of higher caste but such a virus would infect society as a whole, elites were not safe during the black plague. It was the nobility of Europe that Christianized it, and the movement in mass only took power through the Christian kings of Rome. This, and the fact that in its refusal of dropping the false narratives they were told by ''The Cathedral'' instead chose to go around it and name the elites whilst not trying to break into clarity, but rather accept new formations of sub-sects like Dark Enlightenment/The Blackpill, etc
We need a new understanding of what we are facing today, and it is not simply a rebellion against tradition nor the attempts of so-called leftists to push for societal collapse//progress, but it is a religion with its sects and faithful believers in the flesh, not a cultural trend but a global wave of fervor and faith (piety.) This is not just an ambiguously hidden attempt by some sort of global capital to brainwash people either, but they believe in the ''Cult Of The Commodity/Capital'' and they are trying to push their religion, as any faithful ruler would.
The Cult is not similar to bacteria nor idolatry in concept, but rather, the protestant schism would be a good example. The central church, the alt-cult, and the thousands of sub-churches and cults. There is the vague worship of capital//commodity, one way or another, even if their sect completely detracts from the life principles of the central church. And it has been inflicted upon the entire world, but we have washed our hands of greed.
Another detail is that the model we are taking cannot be compared to, for example, the start or the genesis of a religion, but we can clearly see that it has already taken form, grown in severe mass and given fruit in the world, through close observation. It is not the era of new preachers nor a new church but rather so the church is one, and those alongside it are the faithful in disobeyance. Orthodoxy, can be seen as a rejection of wealth worship in favour of humanism (social democracy and vice versa) which have split from the church not as much so in doctrine as much as they have in implementation.
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